I’d like to think that you’re worth my time But you embody everything that I hate. (Part 4)

alright, so today I really didn’t find anything else to really tell you guys about. This one is just gonna be like a recap of how I feel and stuff cause tomorrow is the last day. I will be coming back to work in July but I’m not sure if I’ll be working with her then. Hell, i’m not even 100% sure she’ll be there but I’m like pretty certain she will be. Anyways anyway anyways anyway, um. So yeah. I started out this week with a total crush on her and If I told you I didn’t think about her a ton then I’d be lying. But tbh I feel like a total idiot for doing so cause like idk. It’s pretty stupid to fall for a chick you work at a day camp with for a week but it happens, sue me. I mean I still don’t even know how old this chick is. I’m still guessing between 17 - 22 that’s my age range. Which I mean i’ve dated a chick that’s 18 so I mean I’d be cool with that but hell no nothing above that. In fact if she was 18 i’d probably say hell naw to that too so blah. Um. where to next. Anyway, the lyrics in the title are still pretty relevant cause sometimes she just drives me crazy. like she treats me like a kid a lot nowadays it’s SO ANNOYING but then the next second we’ll be having a conversation then I’ll just lose all my annoyance. BUT THENNNN she’ll try to tell me some lame joke and I’ll just be like “lol wtf beyotch” cause she’s SO MUCH LIKE WIESSER! Like the other day it was me and her and Chase, okay first off Chase was the first ever kid that was my “favorite camper.” There’s a little fun fact for you. Yep, the first week I ever worked at Zoo Camp there was Chase and he was my first ever favorite camper, well he’s there this week but I have my own new favorite one so he likes Elizabeth instead. anyways, getting offtrack. um. So it was us three and chase was like, “what if someone has a bazooka and shoots the water tower?!?!” and she was like, “Well lucky for us people in Missississippi aren’t allowed to have Bazookas! But now Texas on the other hand…” and she started like laughing at her little “joke” and she turned around to look at me and expected me to be laughing but I guess I disappointed her cause I had this look on my face like, “hoooolllyyyyy shiittttt ohhh myyyy Godddd” cause that is EXACTLY what Wiesser would do, he always compares states and what not! I need to sum this up cause this really sucks, dude. I’m just saying I guess I do have a crush on this chick, man! but at the same time I crush that crush myself cause then I’m like well this chick is totally out of my league, age wise or not cause like she’s so into working and stuff so idk it’s complicated but we love each other lol jk just me but um. I guess it’s just the glances and stuff, that’s what keeps me still “liking” this chick. Cause the first day we didn’t say anything to each other when I first got there until Mrs. Laura introduced me then she was like, “Hey, Sam! Nice to meet you, I’m Elizabeth.” but it was like, “Glad you’re here so you can clean up the kids crap and keep them from annoying me.” and she was telling them how we walk and she was like, “Mrs. Laura will be at the front, you guys will be behind her, and I will be in the back. Like a sandwich!” so I was thinking, “What about me, bitch? You just kicking me out already?” and right when that came out all the kids were like, “what about Mr. Sam?!” and she was like, “oh um. Mr. Sam is here to just help you guys and keep you entertained, he can be wherever.” and I was like, “Hell yeah, these kids love me already. Damn right I can do whatever I want, finally a Zoo Camp with the rules I like!” then she was like, “He’s just a big kid, like you guys!” and that’s when I realized that we were going to have problems.

But the glances, like I was saying. The first time I realized that “hey, I might actually have a crush on this chick.” came after all the “he’s just a big kid” stuff. She was explaining something to the kids and she just kept like looking over at me and finally I was just like, “what?” she was like, “oh nothing..” and that’s when I realized she so wanted me dude. (lol jk kinda) And we just keep doing that. Every single day we always just make faces at each other and the second something happens we instantly look at each other cause we’re like synced. Like this crazy black kid is sooo weird and she was like, “that Demitrius kid is so weird.” and I was like, “Demitrius? you mean the bla-” then she was like, “yeah the black one.” so ever since then every time he does something really weird she just looks at me like, “wtf” and I just look at her like, “He’s Darius, what do you expect.” and yeah she calls him Demitrius cause she sucks at remembering his name. Anyways yeah, we always smile and make faces at each other that’s the only thing that really keeps this crush burning. It’s kinda like we’re either watching the kids or watching each other, that’s it. I’m totally fangirling, though. How is this not a fandom yet?

one more day.

Tomorrow’s post probably won’t be too exciting, it’ll be more about me crying about all my kids leaving me.